Happy first year anniversary(: baby. 071010.
091010,just attended uncle's wedding in Malaysia.
was so happy that finally he's getting marries.
(how i wish grandma & mummy's still around to see it
they would ever happy i guess)
all photos will be up soon♥
Family? whats a family/a happy family to me.
a father a mother & sibling.
grand parent & relative.
that enjoy every moment tgt.
i love family gathering but not now.not at all.
this all was used to be. the feeling in me have totally change.
i some how dislike it alot now.
listening to all those adult taking about money and money
telling you this and that. you have to do this and that.
and about those past that really make me feel like shit.
it has been years...
for all i found out the true thati'm not his real daughter.
and had accepted it.
and 8 year ago you took grandma away that i really can't accept it.
why i'm just at the age of only 12.why?
and in line you took away goddaddy too.why?
and 3year ago you took away mummy. that fact that i can't accept. and why?
all i wish was just a happy family why it in so hard?
seeing other with lovely family ya i'm jealousy and envy.
but this's my life. and why is it so....
i dun need anyone to pity me for all those.
but just from the botton of the heart pls
only you really want me love me & care for me.
if not pls let me go.
i love family gathering but not now.not at all.
this all was used to be. the feeling in me have totally change.
i some how dislike it alot now.
listening to all those adult taking about money and money
telling you this and that. you have to do this and that.
and about those past that really make me feel like shit.
it has been years...
for all i found out the true that
and had accepted it.
and 8 year ago you took grandma away that i really can't accept it.
why i'm just at the age of only 12.why?
and in line you took away goddaddy too.why?
and 3year ago you took away mummy. that fact that i can't accept. and why?
all i wish was just a happy family why it in so hard?
seeing other with lovely family ya i'm jealousy and envy.
but this's my life. and why is it so....
i dun need anyone to pity me for all those.
but just from the botton of the heart pls
only you really want me love me & care for me.
if not pls let me go.
dun act like you care but deep inside you had plan for it.
*all i need is someone who'll treat me whole heartedly.
ps:if i can't hold/keep you, i'll set you free.
*ps: yOu know how much iloveyou...