if only i have enough & have grab it the last time i saw them.
now it's gone~
Quote
“ You’re not going to be his first, his last, or even his only. but if he loves you now, then what else matters? you’re not going to be perfect together, but who is? if he can make you laugh, make you think twice, and take chances, then hold on to him, and give him the best of you that you possibly can. sure, he won’t be thinking about you every second, won’t be with you all the time, and you won’t always know what he’s doing, but he’s giving you a part of him that he knows you can break. so don’t hurt him, don’t change him, and don’t expect more than he can give and try not to over analyze. smile whenever he makes you happy, and yell when he makes you mad and of course, miss him when he’s gone. lastly, always remember; he loves you ”
from my fav blog:
http://idareyoutoclickthis.tumblr.com/
fever on and off. what's wrong.body not working right again. and even if i didn't take medicine i feel dizzy feel giddy): and now
one more medicine to take if i can remember were i place it.
mens is here at this wrong time time!!!kill me):
morning shift this whole week i doubt i can wake up!!! ahhh no no no!!!
have to drag myself to work again.
heavy heavy heart...
asking myself is this what i really want & wish it to happen?!
but i have not much a choices right now.
let's start all over again. or end it?
or maybe give each other sometime to cool down fisrt ba.
i'm sure you know how hurts i felt...
how i wish i could disappear...
it just came to my mind while i'm walking around suntec then to marina square then to ctiyhall and back again. still remember the very first time we actually meeted up after a yrs or so. it was after my IT fair work. my heart when pop-ing fast faster and even faster when i see you after so long. we both didn't know what to say. just kept silence throughout. it felt like the fisrt date first time seeing each other first time being so close yet dun know what to say. (whereby actually we use to know each other)the first person who make me felt this way.ever since the start( 4yrs ago). if you remember if you ever felt the same way.
hopefully i could sleep early & have a good sleep throughout.
hearing your heartbeat from far dun stop...