Don't judge me, cause you don't even know me.
♥,Yeok ling
SSP, SSS, Bishan ITE ,Simei ITE no where for now?!
★First Cry:10 AUG 1990
★Sweet 19 tis year
★love e Lord's(:
★GirlBrigade 13 Coy
★Graduate in Simei ITE Appiled Food Science.
★i play Netball,Track & field.
★Attached to,
♥OLDMAN Zheng Qiusong(: [071009]
★Chocolate is her 'DRUG',that cheer her up(:
★ICE CREAM make her day.
★and you know what she's going to turn everything into
"PURPLE!"
★Her Dream is to have a shop/cafe of her own!
○ New jacket
○ More Dress,top(:
○ New phone!
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Netbook
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IPod Touch
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Friday, November 5, 2010 11:04 AM
a bad friday.is just not my day.
-rushing to work & got an cut on my left feet/sole.
an unknown object just poke into it.
an hurtful one & it start to bleed.
-a sudden pour. it start to rain big.
reached a bus stop where i have to change bus from.
a bus stop without any shelter or places to hid.STUPID!!!
-the cut start to hurt so was told to go see doctor for an tetanus jab to play safe due to the unknown object which poke me.
doctor! plus injection!= OMY :X but still i when.
was given a cream to apply & panadol for the fever.
thankful that baby came with mac on my lunch time.
he knows that i'm sick of DDR food.
YOU MADE MY DAY!!!
and sorry that i dun meant to make you feel this way.
my stupid act.argh....
an sleepless again.
16.11.2010-2.10am
Sunday, October 17, 2010 10:28 AM
actually have someone close
to talk to
to shop with
to high tea with
to go around with
is just so different.
(ireallymissyou,mummy)
Thursday, October 14, 2010 9:48 AM
be it anything as long as it for you.and those effort went into the drain...everything that i have done. and trying to prove.you are not me. you wont know how its feels.if it mean to be alone.i'll accept it.15-10-2010.12.54am
Sunday, October 10, 2010 6:02 AM
Back~
Happy first year anniversary(: baby. 071010.
091010,just attended uncle's wedding in Malaysia.
was so happy that finally he's getting marries.
(how i wish grandma & mummy's still around to see it
they would ever happy i guess)
all photos will be up soon♥
Family? whats a family/a happy family to me.
a father a mother & sibling.
grand parent & relative.
that enjoy every moment tgt.
i love family gathering but not now.not at all.
this all was used to be. the feeling in me have totally change.
i some how dislike it alot now.
listening to all those adult taking about money and money
telling you this and that. you have to do this and that.
and about those past that really make me feel like shit.
it has been years...
for all i found out the true that i'm not his real daughter.
and had accepted it.
and 8 year ago you took grandma away that i really can't accept it.
why i'm just at the age of only 12.why?
and in line you took away goddaddy too.why?
and 3year ago you took away mummy. that fact that i can't accept. and why?
all i wish was just a happy family why it in so hard?
seeing other with lovely family ya i'm jealousy and envy.
but this's my life. and why is it so....
i dun need anyone to pity me for all those.
but just from the botton of the heart pls
only you really want me love me & care for me.
if not pls let me go.
dun act like you care but deep inside you had plan for it.
*all i need is someone who'll treat me whole heartedly.
ps:if i can't hold/keep you, i'll set you free.*ps: yOu know how much iloveyou...
Saturday, October 2, 2010 8:01 AM
just a word of how i feel about myself now.stupid stupid STUPID & maybe SILLY too~well Good night...fact is there's still doubt in it up till now...2/10/2010-sat.
Thursday, September 30, 2010 10:02 AM
so much to say got no where to start from.
well tml & sat finally it my off day, and waited so long for a week end off here it come(:
being not feeling well the pasts days.argh
not enough rest and sleep i guess.
so it time for bed.
goodnight(:
Thursday, September 2, 2010 8:10 AM
will it still be the same?
even if we start all over again.
it has been the 4days.
this is what going throughout my mind now.
ppl asking me why?!what happen?! are you sure you gonna end like this?
is this really going to be the end of it? hmmm this time around i have nothing to say.
or maybe dun wish to say anything. actually nothing happen?! just feeling tried after so much. wanna take a short 'break'. ? not that i'm wanting him to change for me. or what so ever. just what ever he has promises or wanted to prove. prove it & do it. show me.
and im a ill scare now. dun know why. scare things won't work out again. scare thing might fails. scare this and that will happen. and scare the day that we have to faces daddy, and when?! someone give me an ans to everything pls.
let's talk things out before we start all over again?! if this is still possible.
this meet up kills.
this is so unbearable):
i can't hold them for falling):
tell me what's going on?
tell me what to do?
this feeling isn't the same anymore.why?ans me.2/9/10-11.10pm thursday.